So Scared

I’m scared to choose to fall out of love
Because I’d be open to more scars
My heart would choose to chase the boys
With God, good looks and cars
I don’t want to be a flirt
But my hearts conditioned so
That any eligible bachelor
Is one I want to know
I’ve trapped myself in a rotten pit
Of misery and unwarranted doubt
So all I can do is throw my hands up
And scream God please help me out!!!!!!!